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[20 Sep 2005|09:41pm]
[ music | Alexisonfire- No transitory ]

So basically, mcs sold out before I had money to pay for a ticket, and that sucks ballage, considering boys night out is my friend stephs favorite band and we were supposed to go :(...

meh, what can ya do.

anyways, school is complete slack, day in and day out...

English college with mr.low, havent had homework all year, and now we are watchign cast away
construction, busy constructing things
religion, haha, this class is a joke, i spend all class staring out the window at the fields and cars
manufacturing, busy manufacturing things

haha go me :)

and then 5th lunch to top it off, i get to go home :), so yea im a happy camper

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[20 Sep 2005|06:14am]
WOULD YOU

1.kiss me?
2.let me kiss you?
3.watch a movie with me?
4.take me out to dinner?
5.let me drive you somewhere?
6.take a shower with me?
7.have sex with me?
8.have a fling with me?
9.let me buy you a drink?
10.buy me a drink?
11.take me home for the night?
12.let me sleep in your bed?
13.Sing car karaoke with me?
14.receive a piggyback ride?
15.Come pick me up at 3am because my car ran out of gas in the middle of nowhere?
16.Lock me in your room and take advantage of me?
17.lick my cheek?
18.dance with me?
19.let me make you breakfast?
20.help me with homework?
21.tickle me to death?
22.let me tickle you?
23.stick up for me if i was being put down?
24.play strip poker with me?
25.get wasted with me?
26.instant message me?
27.greet me in public?
28.hang out with me?
29.bring me around your friends?

DO YOU
30.think i'm cute?
31.think i'm hot?
32.want to kiss me?
33.want to cuddle with me?
34.want to hook up with me?
35.want to have sex with me?

DO YOU THINK I'M
36.smart?
37.cute?
38.funny?
39.cool?
40.loveable?
41.adorable?
42.compassionate?
43.great to be with?
44.attractive?
45.mean?
46.odd?

HAVE YOU EVER
47.thought about me?
48.thought about hooking up with me?
49.found yourself wanting a kiss from me?
50.wished i were there?
51.had a crush on me?
52.idolized me?
53.wanted my number?
54.had a dream about me?
55.been distracted by me?
56.wanted to have sex with me?

ARE YOU
57.happy you know me?
58.mad at me?
59.thinking about me?
60.going to repost this so that i will return the favor?
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[07 Sep 2005|06:18am]
its really really early and schools gay and stuff
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[02 Sep 2005|04:29am]
SHOOBEE DOOBEE DO WA WA MY NAME IS ANGELA...haha i cant believe this show is actually on, im watching it cause im cool...

anyways fill this shit about me out if you love me



[1] Who are you?
[2] Are we friends?
[3] When and how did we meet?
[4] How have I affected you?
[5] What do you think of me?
[6] What's the fondest memory you have of me?
[7] How long do you think we will be friends or enemies?
[8] Do you love me?
[9] Have I ever hurt you?
[10] Would you hug me?
[11] Would you kiss me?
[12] Would you fuck me?
[13] Are we close?
[14] Emotionally, what stands out?
[15] Do you wish I was cooler?
[16] On a scale of 1-10, how nice am I?
[17] Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
[18] Am I loveable?
[19] How long have you known me?
[20] Describe me in one word.
[21] What was your first impression?
[22] Do you still think that way about me now?
[23] What do you think my weakness is?
[24] Do you think that I am wierd?
[25] What about me makes you happy?
[26] What about me makes you sad?
[27] What reminds you of me?
[28] What's something you would change about me?
[29] How well do you know me?
[30] Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
[31] Do you think I would kill someone?
[33] Who else reminds you of me?
[32] If you I told you I had 3 weeks to live what would we do?
[34] If I died would you cry?
[35] When was the last time we fought?
[36] Are you going to put this on your journal and see what I say about you?
[37] What song reminds you of me ?
[38] If we where going on a date where would you take me?
[39] What is in your opinion, my best asset?
[40] Do you think I willl get married?
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[24 Aug 2005|05:56pm]
[ mood | good ]
[ music | Sink, Florida, Sink- Against Me! ]

Wow, my last real entry was july 6 haha :)

Soooooooooooo

I have had a pretty good summer, basically smoking alot of pot and meeting alot of new awesome people.

I am waiting for my patties to be done in a few minutes, then I shall eat them...

Motion city soundtrack October 2 :) DIE all of you calling it the "fall out boy concert" go die...Haha, i'm just kidding, I love you all...but the show is all about motion city soundtrack, and no one else, cause the other bands don't even compare, except boys night out.

Hmm besides pot and such, what have I been doing with my summer, you're probably not wondering, but I will tell you anyways..

oo oo oo I went to the moneen show, and all the bands I saw were amazing, it was 100 times better then I thought it would be. Bombs over providence, Romeo Liquor Store, The Junction, and Moneen were all amazing.



I honestly don't mind school coming back again, get to see everyone, and my schedule is pretty awesome...

Semeter 1
Period 1-English
Period 2-Construction tech
Period 3-Lunch
Period 4-Manufacturing tech
Period 5-Math

Basically, in the middle of the day, for about 3 hours, I don't have to use much of my brain, which is pretty awesome.

Semester 2
Period 1-History
Period 2-Religion
Period 3-Comm tech
Period 4-Lunch
Period 5-Media studies

I love my schedule so much, cause my first semester has both my hard classes, but evens it out with two classes I won't have homework in :)

The whole, school ending at 2:45 thing is pretty gay though...

Anyways, I don't know what else to say, so I will stop...

Listen to the blood brothers, GO!

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Happiness [23 Aug 2005|11:50am]
Happiness...What the hell is happiness? Is it knowing who you are...or knowing who you want to be?...What if happiness is something that we will never really find?...Some people go their whole lives without really knowing if they were ever happy at all...At least most of us havethe comfort of knowing that we will never question what happiness really is, we just accept it. To us, this is happiness.

For the record...I didn't write that :)
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[25 Jul 2005|01:46am]
Stolen from a pretty freakin large amount of people...

This took alot of time, so you all better read it :)
------------------GENERAL INFO------------------


* Starting Time: 1:46 am

*Name:Michael
* Starsign: Pisces

* School: d'Youville
* Location: Brampton

* Colour of eyes: Blue

------------------HAVE YOU EVER------------------

* Missed school because it was raining that day: Maybe one time
* Put a body part on fire for amusement: Put clothes on fire for amusement
* Thrown someone in a bonfire: Thats just plain ridiculous, like, that would really really hurt.
* Been hurt emotionally: Yea, but shes a crazy bitch, so it all evens out.

* Kept a secret from everyone: Im no good at secrets, but probably

* Cried during a Movie: Not cried, but got really sad in hardball, and homeward bound.
* If so what film: Hmmm, psychic much?
* Ever thought an animated character was hot: Hmmm not off the top of my head.
*Ever been on stage: Yuh huh
* Been sarcastic: No *sarcasm*

------------------FAVORITES------------------

* Shampoo: Right now? Kirkland, go costco
* Soap: body wash :) also kirkland

*Favourite colours/shades/tints: blue and black, or red and black

* Summer/Winter: summer
* Cartoon Characters: Walter and perry, my fucking heroes

* Drinks: coke

* Food: anything edible pretty much

* Movie: Anything Jay and silent bob, Haggard

* Ice Cream:Sorbet

* School Subject: Hopefully all my next year tech classes

* Animal: dog

---------------RIGHT NOW------------------

* Wearing: Jeans with an alexisonfire shirt

* What colour undies: Spongebob of course :)

* Eating: Nothing :(

* Drinking:Nothing :(

* Thinking: About the weekend, pretty good weekend.

* Listening or Watching: Muchmusic, the arcade fire, not a bad song.

--------------LAST 24 HOURS----------------

* Cried: no

* Met someone: ye
* Drove a car: I drove IN a car, does that count?

* Been pissed off: video games piss me off.


---------------DO YOU BELIEVE IN------------------

* Yourself: On occasion, not often
* Santa: no
* Toothfairy: no

* Elves: Elves are pretty cool

* Intelligent life in space: Yup, fo sho.

*Ghosts: yup, also fo sho

-------------FRIENDS AND LIFE------------------

* Do you have a soul mate?: I hope so? I dunno i'm 16, come back to me in 20 years.

* Do you have a boyfriend or a girlfriend?: nope, living the single life yo.

* Who have you known the longest of your friends??: Ive knows RJ a long fucking time

* The loudest: Me probably

* Shyest: Probably also me
* Who has seen you cry: Sammie
* What have you cried the most about?: Fuck her

*What makes you happy/smile/laugh: Brand new, Motion city soundtrack, friends....


* What is the best feeling in the world: Smoking/drinking alot and just chilling with those people all day doing nothing, or missioning. As long as theirs food.

------------------ABOUT GUYS FOR GIRLS TO FILL OUT-----------------------

* Boxers or briefs:
* Long or short hair:

* Six pack or muscular arms:

* Good or bad guy:

* Hat or No Hat:
* Tan or fair:

* Accent or not:

* Immature or mature:
* Funny or not funny:
* Cute or sexy:
----------------------ABOUT GIRLS FOR GUYS TO FILL OUT---------------------

* Regular underwear or thong or g-string: Who cares, what does it matter, idiot.

* Painted nails or not: I dont really care about this one either.

* Bra or sports bra: None of this matters

* Cute n' mysterious or wild n' crazy: Neither, I like a normal, down to earth girl, who is outgoing and friendly.

* Dressy or casual: casual

* Dark or blonde hair: I prefer dark hair
* Dark or light eyes: doesn't matter

* Good or bad gurl: Both, a girl who knows WHEN to be bad, and is not a total idiot getting us booked for stupid shit.

* Intelligent or average: Well, this is dumb, why would you want a stupid girl?

* Hair up or down: Doesn't matter

* Jewelry or none: I prefer no jewelry

* Tall or short: Nowhere near my height please.

* Curly or straight hair: Doesn't matter.

* Pants or dress: Either

* Tan or fair: Either

* Accent or Not: Meh, it's all good.

* Shy or outgoing: little bit of both is fun

----------------------FOR EVERYONE TO FILL OUT---------------------

* Silver or gold: Neither
* Diamond or pearl: Neither

* Sunset or sunrise: I like both.

* Do you sleep with stuffed animals: Not anymore :(
* Have you ever broken/sprained/fractured: My finger one time

* Do you have any piercings? I want my lip pierced

* If yes, what?:
* Rain, sun or snow?: Sun with occasional rain on hot days.

* How is the weather right now: Pretty cool outside
* Do you like cookies?: Haha yes.

* Favorite number(s): 7

* Who won't respond: Im not sending this to anyone, so everyone won't respond :)
* Ending time: 2:11 am
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[20 Jul 2005|08:06pm]
hey there delilah
whats it like in new york city
im a thousand miles away
but girl tonight you look so pretty
yes you do
time square cant shine as bright as you
i swear its true

hey there delilah
dont you worry about the distance
im right there if you get lonely
give this song another listen
close your eyes
listen to my voice its my disguise
im by your side

oh its what you do to me
oh its what you do to me
oh its what you do to me
oh its what you do to me
what you do to me

hey there delilah
i know times are gettin hard
but just believe me girl
someday ill pay the bills with this guitar
we'll have it good
we'll have the life we knew we would
my word is good

hey there delilah
ive got so much left to say
if every simple song i wrote to you
would take your breath away
id write it all
even more in love with me youd fall
we'd have it all

oh its what you do to me
oh its what you do to me
oh its what you do to me
oh its what you do to me

a thousand miles seems pretty far
but they've got planes and trains and cars
id walk to you if i had no other way
our friends would all make fun of us
and we'll just laugh along because we know
that none of them have felt this way
delilah i can promise you
that by the time that we get through
the world will never ever be the same
and youre to blame

hey there delilah
you be good and dont you miss me
two more years and youll be done with school
and ill be makin history like i do
you know its all because of you
we can do whatever we want to
hey there delilah heres to you
this ones for you

oh its what you do to me
oh its what you do to me
oh its what you do to me
oh its what you do to me
what you do to me
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[12 Jul 2005|06:37pm]
Back in school they never taught us what we needed to know,
like how to deal with despair, or someone breaking your heart.
For twelve years I've held it all together but a night like this is begging to pull me apart.
I played it quiet, left you deep in conversation.
I felt uncool and hung out around the kitchen.
I remember I kept thinking that I know you never would,
and now I know I want to kill you like only a best friend could.

Everyone's caught on to everything you do
Everyone's caught on to.

As if this happening wasn't enough I got to go
and write a song just to remind myself how bad it sucked.
Ignore the sun, the cover's over my head.
I wrote a message on my pillow that says, "Jesse, stay asleep in bed."
So don't apologize. I hope you choke and die.
Search your cell for something with which to hang yourself.
They say you need to pray if you want to go to heaven
but they don't tell you what to say when your whole life has gone to hell.

Everyone's caught on to everything you do
Everyone's caught on to
And everyone's caught on to everything you do (And I can't let you, let me down again.)
Everyone's caught on to (And I can't let you, let me down again)

So, is that what you call a getaway?
Tell me what you got away with.
Cause I've seen more spine in jellyfish.
I've seen more guts in eleven-year-old kids.
Have another drink and drive yourself home.
I hope there's ice on all the roads.
And you can think of me when you forget your seatbelt,
and again when your head goes through the windshield.

And is that what you call tact?
You're as subtle as a brick in the small of my back.
So let's end this call, and end this conversation.
and is that what you call a getaway?
well tell me what you got away with.
cause you left the frays from the ties you severed
when you say best friends means friends forever

So, is that what you call a getaway?
Well tell me what you got away with.
Cause I've seen more spine in jellyfish.
I've seen more guts in eleven-year-old kids.
Have another drink and drive yourself home.
I hope there's ice on all the roads.
And you can think of me when you forget your seatbelt,
and again when your head goes through the windshield.

Everyone's caught on to everything you do (And I can't let you, let me down again)
Everyone's caught on to (And I can't let you, let me down again)
And everyone's caught on to everything you do (And I can't let you, let me down again)
Everyone's caught on to (And I can't let you, let me down again)
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[06 Jul 2005|08:36pm]
Yay, so I finally did it, I asked her :)
And she said yes. :)

I had quite an adventure at the mall today, which I do not wish to comment on (or be commented on) for my own health and safety, but Caitlin and Carissa know.

So I bought a world of warcraft game card, go my uber coolness :)

Anyways bye.
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I like the red dress. [04 Jul 2005|03:47am]
Kay, so its 3:48 am right now, and I am so incredibly bored...

My mom is in England along with my sister. I am staying at my dads house until they get back, and I really don't know what to do with myself.

I am currently eating chicken wings, and they are really really good :)

Anyways, I am going to hopefully (if I dont pussy out) ask the girl out tomorrow or the day after, because I do like her :)
Im listening to MCS curently, as always I guess.

I saw war of the worlds with her tonight, and it was a really good movie, but I really didn't understand the ending...I think I got it, but that just seems retarted, if anyone cares to explain please do tell me. And yes, we held hands again and shes pretty and stuff....

Anyways, enough of me for now.

Ta Ta.
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[03 Jul 2005|02:32am]
[ music | Monsters Invisible-Motion City Soundtrack ]

Kay...

Lets start with Canada day:

I woke up at whatever time in the afternoon, and then lounged around for however long. I then decided it was in my best interest to cleanse myself, therefore, I did. I took a shower (See Amanda, I told you I shower), and then I was all squeaky clean. I then headed off for ching. It was incredibly windy, and it annoyed me greatly. On my way Nick called and told me to meet him at the city centre because he did't know how to get to ching from there. So I waited for 20 minutes, and he still didn't show up. He called and said the bus hadn't came yet, so I left. I got to ching and really had to pee. So I went in the washroom and then on the way out I saw Desiree and Adriano (not the Adriano and Desiree you are thinking of.)and a few other people. So I stayed with them. Then we went and sat near the hill and I met a bunch of people and so on. Then Nick called me and said where are you, I said near ching hill, and he said where is the hill. I laughed because the hill is a big fucking hill in the middle of the park. Then he found us and we did whatever for however long. Then the fireworks came on, very trippy (under the influence of certain things), but all in all, the fireworks sucked. I then met up with Mikey and we did stuff all night, and watched star wars 3, yes I own it. Now on to today.

Today:

I woke up at like 1:30 and went online, and Chris was like "Mike, Kira is pissed at you she said you ruined her day." This was true because I was supposed to get my haircut with her at like noon but I slept in :) Anyways, it turns out she wasn't mad. We went to the mall, and saw Desiree and Adriano there, (again, not the same ones you know) and said hi and such, then we got my haircut. I really really really like my hair :), the black takes some getting used to, but I really like it. Anyways, afterwards Mikey and Kira came over and we dyed it at my house. Then Kira left, then Mike left. And now I am here on my own doing nothing. I don't think I have ever wrote such a long entry.

This week + some of next week:

My mom is off to England with my sister, so i have the house to myself for 10 days, go Mike.

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[01 Jul 2005|04:56pm]
It’s hard to admit, my weaknesses can consume me.
I search for the cure in the bottles of buried fumes.
The joke of it is I express myself without purpose (a purpose for living)
Yet you devour my smallness,
The madness to make believe.

Tell me thats not awesome :)
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[29 Jun 2005|05:49pm]
So I like a girl, a very pretty girl.
And I have been told she likes me, and things are going good.
She is coming over tonight to swim, and it will be fun.

We went and saw a movie last night, and we held hands, and stuff:)
yup, thats my story.
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[29 Jun 2005|01:23am]
Stolen from a whole bunch of people who keep stealing it from other people...

A- Age of 1st kiss: Ummm either summer after grade 8, or in grade 9 :)
B- Band you are listening to right now: Hot Water Music
C- Crush: You won't know her name, so it doesnt matter
D- Dad's name: Steve
E- Easiest person to talk to: Alex, Alex and Alex
F- Favorite ice cream: Sorbet, any flavor
G- Gummy worms or gummy bears? Worms, more flavor because they are bigger.
H- Hometown: Brampton
I- Instruments: Guitar
J- Junior high: Providence
K- Kids future names: Ill tell you in 10 years.
L- Longest car ride ever: I went on a lot of car rides for baseball.
M- Mom's name: Caroline
N- Nicknames: Mike
O- One wish: To be rich and happy
P- Phobia(s): Spiders
Q- Quote: Anything by motion city soudntrack, their lyrics are so awesome.
R- Reason to smile: No school, a certain someone.
S- Song you sang last: Dear jamie sincerely me-Hellogoodbye
T- Time you woke up today: 1:15 i think
U- Where are you: What idiot put this under U
V- Virgin: How inappropriate
W- Worst habit: Cracking my knuckles
X- X-rays you've had: teeth, arm, fingers.
Y- Yoga or Yoda: Yoda..may the force be with you.
Z-Zodiac sign: pisces
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CONTEST [12 Jun 2005|10:53pm]
everyone...dont forget to check your emails for the lovel email saying that you won (im hoping someone wins)
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[08 Jun 2005|05:37pm]
[ music | photobooth- death cab for cutie ]

Tra la la

Tis me

Well, i got my mcs cd :D ye ye! and and and i got punk-o-rama 10 which is pimp, 25 songs and 21 music videos on a dvd...woot go me. umm i also made the cheerleading team :D that will be fun...i had a detention today for science because my teachers a loser, and yea...i dislike her very much..."maturity, get some" "and your working"...if any of you have ever had ms.absalom you would understand that her vocabulary is nothing beyond 8 or so sentences, each as funny/stupid as the last...

Tra la la ...school is almost over then its a whole awesome summer of no schoolness, even so, im kinda looking forward to grade 11. its all stuff i enjoy...Comm tech, Construction tech, Manufacturing tech, american history, computer sciences, and then math, religion and english :S:( i dislike those ESPECIALLY english, i can try and get a good mark in math, but english is just impossible for me to do good in...maybe amanda will do all my work????? :)

Everyone go buy the mcs cd go gogo....and anyone who entered the contest (and promised if you won to bring me) check your emails on june 13 aiight? that is THE day.
anyways...that is all for now...

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[05 Jun 2005|04:11pm]
[ music | sleeping in-the postal service ]

My name is mike, and im an alcoholic...

Motion city soundtracks new cd is out on tuesday i think...june 7 anyways...they are doing a show on june 18...
my mom is going to pick up the cd for me on tuesday, and im hoping to win tickets to the show...its at the 360 in toronto but you cant buy tickets, the edge is giving them away, all the tickets, so yea i entered, and got enough people also to enter and tried to convince them to bring me if they win... hopefully they do, because they must know i am crazy in love with mcs.

humm i never update this thing anymore...i have fallen in love with the postal service, i listened to them before but only a few songs...

anyways...i BETTER win those tickets, i am very overly excited...because they will be playing all their new songs and its a really small show so i would hopefully meet them afterwards...i guess im getting a bit ahead of myself..just excited thats all

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[24 May 2005|06:08pm]
Alright idiots. You don't want to hear peoples opinions/comments, then dont fucking put everything on a PUBLIC site where it is ENCOURAGED to put your opinion/comment on someone elses entry. Why do you think they have comments? People won't always agree with you. And there is enough people who know what you kids are really like; the biggest fucking hypocrites in the world. Even if you don't see it, everyone else does. I don't think you guys deserve very much respect at all. On another fact, you kids ruin good fucking music too, by liking ONE song by a band and then going around, "Hey this band is awesome." yet you have only ever heard one song. Then you go home to your good charlotte and sum 41... You guys try way the fuck to hard to be cool, its kinda pathetic. Thats my rant for now..gots to go home..
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[16 May 2005|09:49pm]
[ mood | blah ]
[ music | 12 hour shift- wheels on the bus ]

Well, it happened again...most of you probably dont know what happened this time, or for that matter care. Meh, ill update anyways. My hopes were high, and then got shot down again...and brandon told me to be careful, did i listen? obviously not. i guess it would of been to good to be true, i dont get girls like her... it doesnt work like that, nice guys finish last. I just wish ottawa lasted forever, or never happened at all, either way, i would of been happy. I miss my life 4 or so months ago (incase you havent been following that was before i was with meg), when i was happy, and could enjoy each day, but yea, thats pretty much gone, for now anyways.
As time goes on i seem to have less and less friends each day also. i dunno if its sumthing im doing, but yea. it just seems to be that way... Another friend of mine is going through a really tough time, and that also sucks, cuz i really care for her too (in a friendly way) and she doesnt deserve to feel that way :(

On a lighter note, my guitar teacher said i am picking up really quickly on my guitar playing and i have a lot of potential, which made me happy. said i have good hands for guitar (cause they are so freaken huge)...ive learned a few intros...Stay together for the kids, cover up, yesterdays feelings, dammit, your so last summer, chain me free (learned lots of that song), otherside, by the way, ride the wings of pestilence <3<3 and probably a few more...not bad for a few weeks of playing.

umm thats about it for now...gotta go clean my room or my mom will shoot me, just what i need...we havent been getting along AT ALL lately and thats also adding to the badness. I just kinda sit in my basement and mind my own business...but yea...thats it for now, ta ta

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